Month: October 2016

I think the thing that scares me the most in life is having my heart shattered again and no one wanting to salvage the pieces that scattered in the wind. I guess a lot of people would admonish me for my fear, but they just don’t know me and my past so they wouldn’t understand. A lot of people just tell me that I have to relinquish my emotions and stop letting them get to me, but I guess that’s just too difficult anymore. I guess being bipolar and having anger issues might predispose me to unbridled crying sessions after break-ups, but I just wish that so many people would be so spurious in relationships. Every relationship i seem to get into gets muddled up and, the next thing you know, people are spasmodically fighting and yelling loudly at each other and getting into deadlocked arguments causing yet another break-up. The majority of the kids at our school are opinionated when it ones to who they want to date, hang out with, etc.. that it’s really hilarious sometimes to just sit back and watch as everyone else’s relationships slowly diffuse, but when it happens to you, its different and suddenly not as funny.

 

 

 

 

 

Ok guys. i suppose the majority of ya’ll maybe fell for that. Well let me tell you something. That stuff up there? It isn’t true. I mean some of it is, but not really. What i’m really afraid of is going outside of my house in the dark because we live in the middle of nowhere by the woods.

Do I think America is too materialistic, or has too much stuff? Hmm. What a dilemma. Well,actually, yes. I really do. You see, many people complain about not having enough stuff when, the thing is, the have a large abundance of things they really don’t need. And if we didn’t have enough stuff we wouldn’t such disgustingly large people and we really wouldn’t have people who are unbridled hoarders.  I personally think people should be admonished for their eagerness to collect large abundances of useless stuff that they don’t even need. The people that hoard this stuff should relinquish the stuff they have no use for, even if it has a meaning to them, for the better of the country. I realize that they try to salvage anything that may have value to them, but they are only capable of doing that because America just manufactures too much stuff. People that say  America isn’t too materialistic are being absolutely spurious.  Also, another example of having “too much stuff” is Rumpke. Rumpke is a trash dump full of debris and it’s absolutely revolting. The smell Rumpke puts off can actually predispose small children to different kinds of diseases and cancers because at night the workers put out torches and some of the stuff on Rumpke is actually toxic and if it burns or the fumes mix with the flames it can diffuse more than 400 meters before it becomes in-toxic. This topic of conversation has so many muddled answers too it, its hilarious. Some people may find me opinionated when it comes to this topic because of my past, but its only the way I feel.

What songs would be on my mix-tape? Sound of Silence by Simon and Garfunkle, anything by Seether, Disturbed, Skillet, Five-Finger Death Punch, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, and Breaking Benjamin. Pat Benatar, Aerosmith, and Bon-Jovi are some of my favorite singers. All the songs these people and bands sing have a great meaning and I really connect with them. Another one is Miley Cirrus.

My first crush was Gene Wilder. I was in first grade when I saw the original Charlie and the Chocolate factory and decided that Willy Wonka was going to be my husband when I got older. I wrote a letter to him and gave it to my mother to give to him, but I don’t think he ever got it. I liked him because I knew he could supply me with all the food I would ever need for me and my children. I also liked him because he could sing really good and, in my mind, that boy was HOTTT. Like, seriously the hottest guy on earth. Another reason I liked him was because he was as psychotic as I was. He also had the most beautiful smile on earth.

       

 

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